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Tobacco flavor love

(1) who told me that the feeling of liking someone for the first time is like smoking for the first time. The smell of tobacco spreading in the mouth and chest is like the smell of love spreading from the mouth to the heart. At that time, they were full of curiosity. The first bite might be choked by smoke, but then it would gradually get better and become addicted from then on. It was not until a long time later that I could only smoke in front of the night that I realized that smoking was different from liking someone. It may hurt to like someone, but smoking is not. (2) when the black tea in the black tea can was finished, the winter that looked cold a few days ago also began to disappear. When the sun ascended the branches, it was a little warm, like March in Yangchun. The potted plants on the windowsill began to grow fine weeds around them, growing closely at one root, like holding the determination to be together in this life and growing desperately towards the sunshine. However, the flowers that really belong to potted plants seem to be a little depressed, with their drooping heads, wrinkled petals and dim leaves. I remembered that when it rained at night, I forgot to close the window. It was estimated that it was frozen at that time, but it was precisely that rain that gave weeds a chance to grow. It has always been heartless to insert willows and willows into the shade. In love, this is called fate. The classmate who hadn’t seen each other for many years suddenly sent wedding invitation on that cloudy day when the sun couldn’t come out, saying that he was going to get married. At that time, just after smoking the last cigarette, the ash of the ashtray may still have some temperature. It suddenly occurred to me that many years ago, he still hesitated in front of the girls he liked with his love blank coil. When he confessed, he had to help the whole dormitory together. These things seemed to happen yesterday. I still remember the last lovelorn, his red eyes crying and the whole night with beer. He also said that someone else did not marry, and he also said so. But now, no matter who the bride is, she is no longer the one she used to be. Looking back, we are no longer ten years ago, we. The days are like ashes, and they are scattered with the wind. I don’t know which corner of the world it will float in. We may have stopped in that corner, but we can no longer look back and start those days again. (3) a few days ago, my friend complained to me that his girlfriend was unreasonable. He asked me doubtfully whether all girls are the same. Only when boys talk about love can they feel the sense of security in the so-called love. I looked at his helpless and depressed face and laughed at him: just buy a dog leash and let her tie you down, so both of them have a sense of security. After hearing this, my friend scolded I am crazy person with some anger, but later, he seemed to think for a while, suddenly nodded with some broken cans and said: It seems that this is not bad, just buy a dog chain one. I was a little crying and laughing, and I couldn’t agree with him, thinking whether people who are in love are actually crazy in some way? Think of the sentence I saw recently: We may not die without love, but if we love, we will live. In this case, if it was me ten years ago, I would scoff and disdain. But now, when I read this sentence quietly and silently, I can suddenly understand its deep meaning. I once held the mentality that I would die without love to Aquacome a person, didn’t I. In fact, everyone is the same. When they are still young, they are crazy and emotional. When they are suddenly mature, they take off their emotional outerwear. From then on, he was isolated from the world. However, when I think about it at some time, I will still miss myself who was so emotional that I can’t do it. Think of a long time ago, I liked someone, so I can’t say I like it. At that time, it was like walking a steel cable, every step was so careful. Because you never know if you will fall off the steel cable next second and fall to pieces. When I like someone, it is better to say whether I like it directly. I used to think so. But many times there are risks in likes. If you like her, she may not like you. She likes you, you may not like her. What is love. It is unreasonable and unreasonable without any reason. What you will never know is when you will become a madman of love and a prisoner of the person you like. (4) Ten years ago, Friend A said: if you like A person and you can’t say it, then invite her to go to the movies. Now think about the fact that this sentence is quite literary. If you like to say it, then invite her to the movie. After trying hard to take a few deep breaths, press the unfamiliar number. After waiting for the phone to be connected for a few seconds, I told myself repeatedly in my heart, calm down. Even if you were so nervous that your palms began to sweat, at the moment when the phone was picked up by the other party, all the tension and confusion disappeared without a trace. Then she calmly said to the other end of the phone: Can I invite you to see a movie? Then, in the few minutes waiting for the other party’s answer, hearing began to be amplified arbitrarily, so big that even the other party’s breathing sound mixed in the noise on the other side of the phone was heard clearly. At that time, only oneself knew that, in fact, what was particularly clear was his uncontrollable heartbeat that lost frequency. During that period of waiting for the other party’s answer, I had already thought about all the answers that could be heard. Because we like a person, more often we will be in a mess. So when the other party said yes, I was suddenly glad that the other party could not see my CLEAR mouth on the phone. Then she became my girlfriend, and then she changed from current girlfriend to former girlfriend. Just like growing up, Love also exists imperceptibly. Gradually you begin to find that the kind of love you think has faded. Finally, what I want to say most is, thank you for watching the movie with me. At least, my love was accepted by you at the beginning, but later we all squandered it. Ten years later, if friend A still said that to me like this, I would definitely tell him: if you like it, just say you like it, if you don’t say it, don’t say it. Because I finally know that love from the beginning of a movie to the end will end with the end of the movie. And I am the victim, which is not alarmist. (5) I am thinking of such a sentence recently: While you like a person, you are also consuming your love for that person. Use a sweet tooth you like very much. You like that dessert very much, so every time you go to the dessert house, you will only order it. Over time, when you like it very much and taste it, the concentration you like about it will also decrease according to the number of times you click it, until later, you are tired of it. Then I think, in fact, when we like someone, it is the same. Like it, like it will become lighter and lighter as time goes. Maybe if you are lucky, love will gradually turn into love. If you are not so lucky, it will be like what I said, while you like someone, you will also consume that love. Well, we can’t focus on only one person or one thing forever. Our love and love are only a part of our life. If our life is the sea, compared with the sea, liking someone is just a small sand on the beach. The sea cannot have no gravel, but if only a small one is missing, it is actually irrelevant to it. Just like the relationship between love and life is probably the same. Life itself needs embellishment. We are the leading role in life, and love is just our supporting role. Although most of the time we put the cart before the horse and zoom in, it doesn’t matter. Life is used, love is used to consume, we are used to make fun of life, in fact, there is nothing. (Vi) Ten years ago to see a movie, and ten years later to see a movie now, in addition to the external environment is different, the completely different must have our own. Maybe compared with watching movies before, watching a movie now will see yourself more from the movie. Crying and laughing in movies in movies, living and dying in movies in movies, sadness in movies is also cured in movies. I tried to give a cigarette at the end of the movie. There was a few minutes of confusion in the smoke, so I couldn’t see the world clearly, but I could make myself fearless. Sometimes we are not brave, but lose the focal length because we can see too clearly. Life is different from taking photos. You can take photos with a smile while your heart is sad. You can also take photos with tears while your heart is happy. Only you understand yourself in the camera. In other words, you also know your own life and life. Whether it is you ten years ago or you ten years later, what changes is not only the traces that years depict for you, but also the traces that you depict for yourself in the years. Love ten years ago, Love ten years later. The object will not be the same person, and the mood of liking a person may not be the same. These have changed with the years, but one day you find that these have changed. Only ten years ago did you compare it to a favorite cigarette or the same taste of tobacco. (7) tobacco flavor in love. Close your eyes, or the taste ten years ago. Open your eyes, you are not yourself ten years ago.

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