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Gift of Time

When I can easily smile at him, when I can play and play with him like others, when I can face everything about him with a flat mind and not escape, I knew that this person was no longer important to me when I didn’t do all the things about him intentionally, regret or upset myself. Do you know the time? I never knew what it was before, nor did I want to know. Later, when I met you, I began to wonder what time was? For more than 4 months, I have counted the past, missed it countless times, regretted it, and never abandoned it. I also enjoyed it and lost it, our meeting accompanied by the passing of the past gradually passed in our hot summer, and our acquaintance accompanied by the autumn that was about to leave, several times I began to expect whether I would stay with you in the snowy winter? However, time has brought us closer, and it has also pulled us away. Our mutual knowledge has stopped. You once asked me: when did we begin to get familiar with each other. After I answered, I said: don’t think so much. All this is fate. No one knows who will meet or be familiar with next second, the important thing is to cherish every person you meet. You smiled and said: Yes, maybe it is fate. I often think that time is not passing this second and then passing the next second, but I forget that time does run like this every minute, but the feelings in our hearts and what happened, not because of the constant time, what is the constant feeling of moving forward? For me at first, it is not worth mentioning, but after meeting you, I hope that time will stop forever at the second when we meet. In the days when we miss you, I hope that time will move forward quickly. At first, I was so passionate, because I know that I only have 5 months to grasp you. Later, I still try my best to move forward. Later, I just look for the opportunity slowly. Later, it turned into an occasional inquiry, finally, up to now, I have completely given up my efforts. If you ask me, isn’t the time yet? Why did you give up? My answer is: it’s not that I don’t want him anymore. It’s just that the cold of time makes me feel disheartened gradually. I still care about him. However, I chose a way to put it in my heart silently, five months is coming soon. I can’t grasp him. Even time easily defeated me and poured out my enthusiasm. I am not sure whether distance will completely break my dream, I would rather be the most beautiful and the best friend of a gentleman. This method is the best medicine given to me by time. Now, I still read, still think, but the heartache is not on the surface, but gradually buried in the bottom of my heart. I believe that the good medicine of time will eventually cure the wound in my heart, but before that, I hope he can become a secret happiness in my heart. Do you know time? It is called Unknown. In different people and things, it has been searching for its missing, regardless of the earth-shaking outside world, its persistence has always touched me, maybe one day I can be like it, not afraid of enthusiasm being extinguished, not afraid of breaking the fantasy in my heart, the gift given to me by the person who still pursued the End of Time was painful and sad, but it gave me the most beautiful years.

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