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I like you, so much

I like you. Although we met for the first time at that time, we could always find the tacit understanding between each other in subtle places. I was full of curiosity. For the first time, I talked in front of a strange girl without any embarrassment, as if we had known each other for a long time. Those who want to say, don’t want to say, don’t vomit. Therefore, I thought that many friends were also good, so I became your blue face. At that time, I was still worried about whether to express myself to a girl. I always felt that although the relationship was good, I couldn’t reach the point of male and female friends. There seems to be a little difference between us. On the one hand, we are friends, old classmates, front and back tables, and best friends. After all kinds of titles, we are far from lovers who love each other. I didn’t hesitate and didn’t have the courage to express myself, because in my heart, I didn’t know whether I liked this friend or the ambiguity between men and women, which was unclear and unclear. So for the first time, I want you to seek support. You smiled innocently, encouraging me to cheer up and chase bravely. I don’t know why, I was upset, and after talking with you, I calmed down instantly. Every time I think of your quiet and elegant smile, my heart will be much calmer. That feeling is very relaxed without any alert. I also wrote adoring words for her. The pursuit, waiting and companionship all the way. The beauty of the first love in those years was described in the most graceful and simple words, and then a person continued to be unclear. Perhaps it is my self-seeking distress that the tangled threads will always turn into crazy dreams in the dead of night. I can’t see the dream, I can’t tell the reality, and I am unhappy. The impression of the first love is quite profound. Before finding a new love, it caught me in a mess. Maybe I never thought about the girl who wanted to have a first love from the beginning to the end of my heart. It was because I was too selfish and greedy for the feeling of unrequited love. I made a fool of myself at a critical moment again and again, and I lost my success. Perhaps, I, who is strong in appearance, am so cowardly in the face of love that I have no choice but to give up with a feeling of weakness rooted deep in my heart. No mess, the story of the first love ended scrawled, no ending, the protagonist, probably only me. Later, I fell in love with codewords. The simple square words appeared on the blank screen line by line, gradually filling up. I was full of joy. This is probably pure like, no one praised, no one commented, I wrote it to myself to see, I left it for myself as a souvenir. Later, I began to print out the words I wrote well, bind them into a book, and give them to you as gifts. I think someone will accompany me finally, together, I like this square word, which is vertical and vertical. My mood, the first time someone would understand. That day, I was very happy, very happy, with a smile in my sleep. I have talked to you about all these, some are detailed and some are brief, but most of them have been said. I don’t like to hide my past, not to mention the mystery of disguise. I am always pretending and tired. If you pretend to be another person in front of the girl you like, you will deliberately act in words and deeds, imitating the gentleman’s style in the movie. I can’t imagine what this life means. Living my own life and playing other people’s stories are what actors should do. Although life is like a play, it is better to be real and relaxed. I like you, which is probably the case.

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